3:12 PM

Christmas week of 07....





So this week was Christmas. Nikki went home last Saturday and I flew home sunday morning. Christmas was good, and it was super nice to see my family. I havent seen them in forever. I got some power tools for christmas and i bought myself an rc car. Craig got a rc helicopter Candice got lots of gift cards. Brad also called and we talked for about four hours. It really seems that he is loving his mission. I have been missing Nikki, but I am sure she is having a blast at home. I have my corolla almost sold, the guy will be coming to get it tomorrow. I cant wait to get rid of it. I am paying for my trip to England this summer with the money from the Corolla. I bought it for 1700 and am selling it for 2000 so to all of the people who keep telling me the car is worth nothing and its ugly bla bla bla, yeah its a nice car and it sold itself. I had a deposit within the week of listing it. Life is good and i am almost ready to start the next semester.... Nikki will probably post about her christmas soon as well...

6:53 PM

New Carrito!

Well I ended up picking up a new car this week. It is a Subaru and siiiiick. Aspen White Pearl is the color with gold bbs rims. It's semi new/ used but I got a super good deal on it. Although she didnt like it upon initial purchase, nikki told me its pretty yesterday so score. The wing goes on soon its in the shop.
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10:41 PM

This year's Christmas...


Because Nikki will be headed home for Christmas we decided to our Christmas early. I decided that since she loves the Pirates of the Caribbean I would do a treasure hunt for her presents. She started with Johnny Depp and ended with some booty (boots). It was a pretty good time and Nikki came out smiling!



2:17 AM

i miss you.

you say the words
and i believe
but you feel so far away from me
even when you're right here
i'm missing you
and i'm in tears

maybe you can feel it too
maybe i feel far from you
what are we supposed to do
what are we supposed to do

you tell me and you show me that you really care
but i get sick inside sometimes feeling like i'm not there
you need me, i need you,
i love you, but i can't feel you

where did we go caught up in our own worlds?
stressed, lonely, unhappy, busy, tired bored
you feel like i'm cold and i feel like you're distant
its hurting my soul, there's a whole piece i'm missing

i'm missing you
i'm missing you
i'm missing you

i miss you.

4:27 PM

Diamond Rings...

Today before The Golden Compass started, Brent steered me into a Zales and I proceeded to try on different engagement rings. Neither of us particularly liked any of them although I loved how glittery and sparkly they were. It was then that Brent realized that we would have to spend quite a few hours looking at different rings....I already knew we would. So..... one of these days we will go again to more stores.

After we left Brent told me how nervous the experience had made him; seeing the ring on my finger. I thought that was really cute, because I didn't really think about it too much because I knew we were just trying them on for fun and to get an idea of what we liked. Next time I think we'll take a picture and scare our parents. And Brent can try on some bands........

12:18 AM

Nikkis First Model...

So we decided to build some models the other day. Nikki had never built one so I bought a couple of them and we built them. Nikki built the Ford GT and it actually looks pretty good. Tomorrow is the Golden COmpass though so Time for bed....



2:26 AM

taking a shot at this again...

so much to say
but there are no words

no words i can write
no words i can speak
that could possibly describe
the person that i see

behind those sleeping eyes
is my one and only
the one who i adore
and the one who Loves me

Loves me when i'm beautiful
Loves me when i'm ugly
Loves me when i'm laughing
Loves me when i'm sobbing

Loves me when i'm sick
Loves me when i'm healthy
Loves me when he hates me
he can't get enough of me

and i Love him
i Love him
i Love him
i Love him.

when he's happy
when he's angry
when he's stunning
when he's grungy

when i kiss him
when i miss him
i can't ignore him
i adore him

but when he's sleeping
when he's dreaming
is when i know
i'm not leaving

when his head is on my shoulder
and his eyes are closed and vulnerable
with my lips against his forehead
when i'm inhaling his sweet scent

when i listen to him breathing
all i know is i'm not leaving
because i Love him
and i need him

I adore him.

9:29 PM

Silent & Quiet

Silent and quiet I sit here alone,
sitting and thinking, chilled to the bone,
The last time i felt so bitter and sad,
was the time at your house, when someone got mad,
This night a tribute to you and me,
I've thought of you all day so hopefully,
I've wondered and hoped you knew what I meant,
I've been so busy but waited throughout,
I hope tonight you sleep better knowing,
that in the morning your smile will be glowing,
I hope you smile tonight before bed,
I hope your read the words that I said,
Tonight I sit so Silent and Quiet,
tomorrow I'll sit, with you in my arms.