I miss my baby

well, Brent and I have been away from each other for almost two months. its pretty hard on me because i'm used to seeing him every single day. i thought having a job would keep me busy and it does to an extent but i was only scheduled 16 hours this week.

after one month i am already tired of working at mervyns. i dread having to go and the hours crawl by when i'm there. but i will deal because we need to start saving money and i need to contribute.

the only good thing about brent and i being apart for two months is that we only have a month and a half more to go. im really excited to marry brent, and as i get more things planned out i get even more excited. i'm also kind of nervous because time is running out and there is still a lot that we need to figure out.

brent seems to always have something to do and i need to find hobbies. i wish i could hurry up and find something that i loved as much as brent loves footy or cars. i'm at a total loss though, i don't even know where to begin.

ive been restless the last three days because i had them off but i had nothing to do so i just wasted time in the house.

yeah i guess my posts will probably be boring compared to Brents.